Days rolled on. And I think I’ve got the answer to what has been the most painful question that I have to raise. Its been only a week but it seemed an eternity of hell. I know there are more hidden things that I haven’t found out yet and I don’t know what will happen to me if I’ve found out those stuffs. Guess its better left as it is. I don’t know how to face this new trial. But I’m still hoping that a big miracle can happen in my life, even though this seems to be waiting in vain. It hurts, big time. I just use my tough attitude to let the pain flow away out of my mind. But whatever I do, at the end of the day, it still lingers on my mind. I’m always on the brink of breaking down night after night because of this crappy thing. I don’t know where did I go wrong. But I think I am really not enough. I know I’m not. And that will be imprinted on my mind. Days short from one of my most anticipated days of the year and boom. This happens. Still can’t figure this one out. The darkest days, if I may. Forgive me and my venting again, but I find this to be a source of comfort. I’ve got no one, and I mean to no one left. This is really it. I know. But there’s nothing I can do to reverse the odds in my favor. I can’t do anything anymore. What’s done is done. I really don’t get it why did this happen to me. But I’m just here, accepting the mere fact that I was replaced. I guess you and I have proven that someone fits you more than I do. How I wish I could still be the man in the spotlight, but I guess.. No. I know I’ve been dethroned to the most coveted place I have. I can’t blame anyone for this, but myself. I know I was weak when you needed me to be strong, but I wasn’t. And someone has been that main man for you. I’m hoping the best for the both of you. And I know there’s more in stored for you. Just take good care of yourself and be the best there is. Make him proud. And take good care of him. He’s better. What remains in me will be the memories of what I can say the best days of my life. And like what I’ve said before, this will be the final relationship ill go through. Ill miss you every single day, and ill continue to love you. Although not in the same way like before. A very big part of me is gone. And I don’t know how to bring it back. Heck, I don’t even plan on putting in back. Its just a innate in me that everything I do is for you. And no one else on this planet. And that’s just one of the million things to say on how much you meant to me. I know its senseless to tell this cause of the presence of someone else in your life. Final thoughts? I know you’ll be happy with him. Don’t mind me and don’t be shocked if one day ill be behind bars or whatever bullshit I’ve done in my life. Well I know that’s overacting but I hope you get the point. You may be gone from my side, but you’ll always be in my mind and in my heart. And to all those reading this, take good care of the ones you love. Make them feel important to you. Cherish every moment you have with them, and be the best there is for them. Cause you’ll never know, one day, tides might turn against you.